urghh. blogger pics uploading seriously suck ****.
i shud stop my suck **** thingy.
super vulgar. =X
and wilson is countering me with i suck **. ZZZ!
damn gross.
ok. move on.

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im abt t spend 103.50 if i were t buy all that i want in that prev post.
ok. that seriously suck.
here is the "plan".
either i buy. and wait for another month or two before i can get my "bag"
or. i can always wait and combine with my hong pau.
and get my "bag"
so. its lik bag or shopping.
a dilemma kinda thingy. screw the spelling.
im tired after uploading sooo many photos.

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oh. me and olivia broke up. )):
we ended our fb r/s.
cus i needa declare my r/s with mr wilson le. =S
but not gonna declare now.
lest some fuckers think that either one of us are fucking despos.
get attached right before V day.
but... what they know!?
and i cnt exactly put. we got attached on 281109 right?!
that will be ridiculous. and over reacting? haha. wadeva.
so. t prevent much trouble. and seal those mofo's mouth up.
declare aft V day.
and i can just say.
OH, he chu stunt on V day. i got touched. we gt tgt.
which is rubbish.
but they dunhav t noe isn it. =X
BITCHINESS~~

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my last 24hrs. one word. FAB.
not till the extend of ULT. but yes FAB. haha.
after THAT emo night.
i think i kinda deserve it. hah.
as in i deserve the fab thingy.
not the emo night ok!
sighh. perhaps its good i actually told him.
but i feel so vulnerable now.
lik a emotional door of mine had just opened.
and i cnt seem t close it. if not will jam him. )):

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i still got a prob with opening up. =X
anw. he also hav! so fair and square. =D
anw, im fine with our current situation.
sooo. lets hope it stay this way bahh. ((:
cheers*

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i cant wait for hong pau!
more more more hong pau please!!!
老娘没钱了!
baby, i hope u really lik the belt.
tho i would much prefer the round one. =S

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spring clean part II tml.
just the thought of it. i feel tired liao. =S
im still deciding. whether should i buy the clothes. sighhh.
the more i think. the longer i drag.
the highER chance it will get oos.
sometimes its good.
but sometimes i regret! cus i really like the piece.
but come t think of it.
luckily i didn buy that SD jacket.
hard t pei sia. im always wearing dress!
that sd vest that went oos suit me much more.
oh well. no fate ah!

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i want my skin t quickly recover!
its recovering. getting better and better.
but can u lik vrrroooom vrrroom recover before cny?
or at least before my bday!
i waited a year! i wanna submit my application!
quick quick.
f21(3), rwb(3), bc(1). quickly postman. deliver it t my place!
ubi ave 1!! i wanna wear for cny. i waited for a month liao! zzz.
cny. u better be good this year.
this year, mommy and daddy not with me.
please lemme enjoy the cny.

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suddenly, felt old. maybe becus daddy mommy no longer care abt staying home.
maybe cus this family is really falling apart.
maybe becus bigbro left.
sometimes its good, cus i feel more free.
but, sth felt amiss.
at times, i dunwan second bro's flat t be ready.
cus, i would be left all alone.
mommy not staying home.
daddy not even in sg.
luckily. im no longer young.
or maybe. suayness.
if im still young, daddy mommy will prolly stay tight tgt.
all for my sake. )):

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nonetheless.
i still hav xxzz, cy. and W! that should suffice.
it hav t suffice!
sometimes. i really feel. xx is closer t me than my family.
sigh.
xx, when are u gonna text/call me t ask me out?
u really wanna wait for me t text/call you each and every time?
or. its the same old thing again.
im too "busy" for you?
sometimes, u are simply too zi dong.
and i dunlik it!

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wellwellwell. nights ppl.
who wanna buy perfume?!
get from me. haha. i got NICE discount. ANY PERFUME. man/woman. ((:

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