ariessbaby - ♥That's When I Love You

♥ ; Sunday, January 31, 2010

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

upset.

fuming.

till i heard obsessed.

lets dance.

Labels: complains, rambling, random

♥ 1:10 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ; Saturday, January 30, 2010

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

にならなくて

dun this sounds like 下雨天?

im youtubeing and blog hopping.

random*

i wanna vrooomvrrooom go resortworld.

W, i wanna go resortworld..

W, i wanna go resortworld...!

W, i say i wanna go resortworld!

the only victoria's secrets in sg is at resortworld!

but universal studio haven open.

its coming soon!! wahha.

got rollercoaster and some 4d movie kinda shiit.

oh man. cant wait! cant wait!

(jic) someone k siao.

I WANNA GO RESORTWORLD.

BRING ME BEFORE I ZHAO SAI("run away").

ok. i think this will do. XDXD *satisfied grin

did some lil lil changes to the skin. XP

Labels: random, videos

♥ 10:30 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ;

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

i noe wad is the prob.

i noe mostly. it lies on me.

i noe i shouldn be doing these.

i noe i should try harder.

i noe if i cont like that.

we wouldn be able t work things out.

i noe.

but i cant.

i cant.

i just cant.

***

i cant believe again.

i cant depend again.

i cant give again.

i cant receive.

i dunwant to risk it.

***

im afraid.

im running.

running away.

from you.

from facts.

from all the shoulda coulda woulda.

***

i dunwanna heal the wounds.

afraid that once i try t heal it.

i would forget.

and repeat all the mistakes i did once.

afraid that once im not careful.

things/people will leave me.

leaving me behind.

those moments.

never again.

never.

***

phobia of the past.

haunting from the memories.

Labels: love, pain

♥ 8:00 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ;

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

uber not in good mood. super turbo bad mood.
quarrel. quarrel. arguement. arguement.
will it ever stop?
f-ed up.
wadeva

hate it. bro took away the paintbrush.
mum dunwan help me find.
then my room how. i already painted halfway le lei.
wtfwtfwtf.
and when it come down t it.
its my fault. cus i went clubbing ytd.
fucking aren worth.
one clubbing session.
i quarreled with W.
one clubbing session.
the painting thingy f up.
and bro and mum are just gonna say. who ask u went clubbing ytd.
nv alias properly.
dammit man.
seriously. what is there t alias luh.
how the fuck i noe. bro brought the thing over t woodlands.
in the first place. he shud return it if he borrowed. no?
fuck.

why the hell i forget the very first reason i refused?
whywhywhywhy.
fucking nubcake.

now i gotta chiong out my stupid sem proj report.
for my most irritating partner ever
if not for this irritating proj.
i would hav gone out.
perhaps even clubbing. if i...

Labels: complains, rambling

♥ 7:49 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ;

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

xxzz

i noe you(s) are reluctant t help. becus. you(s )feel. i should start to.

perhaps, handle it on my own.

but why you never stop t think what is it that i want.

instead of telling me i should this and that.

why cnt i hav both.

why must i hav only one.

i rather giv up than lose.

if i must lose my frens cus of this.

i rather not hav.

i rather not.

dun make me choose. dun..

worse come t worst. i will giv up all.

***

rather than keep being throw all over. just becus becus.

if im sucha burden. then leave me alone. dun throw me to him.

just becus he is of diff status. it doesn mean i must lose my frens.

perhaps. you(s) are afraid that you(s) will hamper.

but u aren me.

***

u didn go thru what is called pain and all alone.

u din go thru wad is called abandon by bffs and gfs and goodfrens.

perhaps one of you(s) are going thru it now.

if so. shudn u be able t unds why m i so stubborn on this point?!?!

i dunwant t go thru that darkest moment again.

i dunwant i dunwant i dunwant.

***

maybe i fell. maybe i stood up again.

but that wound was never healed.

maybe i want that wound t remind me.

not t do the same mistake again.

***

why cnt it be the same.

just like when i was at status quo?

perhaps. not exactly same.

but it shudn be like this.

i shudn be thrown t him liktt.

i shudn.

i hav my choices too.

i do..

i want my life balanced.

***

i dunwan t stupidly believe what i used t believe again.

i dunwanna giv up ppl who are impt t me ever again.

i dunwan go thru those dark moment ever again.

dontwant...

***

kailing is no longer the old kailing.

i dun live for one only.

no longer.

and hopefully.

never ever again.

***

u need water, air and food t live.

dun just gimme air.

i need my water and food too.

do you(s) unds?

all are impt t me.

i need all.

Labels: xxzz

♥ 7:17 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ; Thursday, January 28, 2010

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

the more i watch hptx.
the more buay song i get.
isn this the last epi? kns.
why drag until ep 14!?!?

i tot can see them finally get married and stufs.
jes send me the photo. i see the photo.
uber zai. lols. nvm. i add a heart there le.
that dau uber nt photogenic. )):
bad day. )):

i should sleep. 9am class. its 3am now.
wad m i doing!?!?
and i haven even study FTT.
super zai at doing all the not impt stufs. =X

im getting bored of it. lik super.
NEXT~
the fb valentine thingy is kinda fun.
becus becus. ^^
bootie dance*

Labels: random

♥ 11:01 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ;

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

zomg.

ilovexxmuchmuchmuchiess.

lovelovelove((:

he got me obsessed..

i mean, he got me the song obsessed. LOL

Labels: xx

♥ 7:29 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ;

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

Love is like a "question mark" having found it's other half; which has every answer to it's question ♥

this is quoted. im not so romantic. LOL.

is there really red calla lily?!
i want! i want!

so pweety. ((:

introducing eustoma. ((:

i saw this at someone blog. i was lik wtfwtfwtf. isn that jie ken! omg. ((:

haha. i must be crazy. posting so many calla lilies on my blog.
and eustoma! lovelove. ((:

so, w.. u noe wad t get le right. LOL.
u can always contact zz.
psyco/browbeat him t pass u his contact for last min calla lily order. LOL.
anw, stil got 2weeks. u can enjoy ordering calla lily. ((:

im trying my very best t fight my latest addiction.

or rather quite some time addiction: impossible by shontelle.

becus it reminds me of yp. and i feel lesbian-fied. lols.

impossible by shontelle.

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did, I did

And you were strong and I was not

My illusion, my mistake

I was careless, I forgot

I did

And now when all is done

There is nothing to say

You have gone and so effortlessly

You have won

You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

Falling out of love is hard

Falling for betrayal is worst

Broken trust and broken hearts

I know, I know

Thinking all you need is there

Building faith on love is worst

Empty promises will wear

I know, I know

And know when all is gone

There is nothing to say

And if you're done with embarrassing me

On your own you can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

Impossible, impossible!

Ooh impossible (yeah yeah)

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the roof tops

Write it on the sky line

All we had is gone now

Tell them I was happy

And my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be

Impossible, impossible

I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take

Caution when it comes to love

I did...

addicted by stevie hoang

my all time fave song other than pretty boy. ((:

hello zz. ((:

Since you went away

It's been

One year two months

But it just don't seem like yesterday

We were, we were still together

Time has passed and things have changed so

Why do I feel this way

Cause you're with somebody else

And I'm with somebody else but

Whenever I think about the love we had(It hurts so bad)

Whenever I think about the love we made

I said that I'd be strong

Girl I really thought that I'd move on

But still I find myself asking

[Chorus:]

Do you still think of me

Like I think about you

Do you still dream of me

Cause I can't sleep without you

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

Your love has got me addicted

Said I don't know

{When I'm with a chick and we make love I call your name}

Said I don't know

{Wanna be with somebody else I push them away}

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

I know I gotta move on but

I'm so addicted to you(You)

It's been long enough

Don't know

Why I'm still holding on

If I had a wish babe I would turn back the hands of time

Cause you don't know what you've got until it's gone (until it's gone)

That's the reason why I'm writing you this song

Girl I'm slippin'

And I don't know what to do

Girl I admit it

I'm sick over you

DamnI realize my mistake

My pride got in the way

I shoulda begged you to stay

If you ever lost someone you truly love

Let me hear you say "yeah"(Yeah)Say "yeah"(yeah) Let me hear you say

And if you ever lost someone you truly need

Let me hear you say "yeah"(Yeah)Say "yeah"(Yeah)

[Chorus:]Do you still think of me

Like I think about you

Do you still dream of me (yeah)

Cause I can't sleep without you

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same (Why do I feel)

Your love has got me addicted

Said I don't know

{When I'm with a chick and we make love I call your name}

Said I don't know

{Wanna be with somebody else I push them away}

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

I know I gotta move on but

I'm so addicted to you

Like I think about you

Do you still dream of me

Cause I can't sleep without you

Tell me if time should make a change

Then why do I feel the same

Your love has got me addicted (it's got me addicted)

Said I don't know

When I'm with a chick and we make love I call your name

Said I don't know

Wanna be with somebody else I push them away (I just push them away)

Tell me if time should make a change (Make a change)

Then why do I feel the same (Feel the same)

I know I gotta move on but

I'm so addicted to you

and this song will remind me of missing me

missing me

hello zzbb.

I love the way it feels when you touch my hand

Don't wanna let you go

I love the way you say that I am your man

Don't understand why we can't go on and go on

Don't understand why

You don't belong in my arms

Ohh

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight

Would you come back to me

And even if I walked on the water

Would you come out to sea

Now I can't spend my life standing by

Cause even when I miss you

You're still not missing me

It's funny how my heart just won't let it go

I just don't understand

It's crazy how the pain seems to overflow

The memories of you here with me by my side

I can't deny that you are the love of my life

Ohh

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight

Would you come back to me

And even if I walked on the water

Would you come out to sea

Now I can't spend my life standing by

Cause even when I miss you

You're still not missing me

And I still cry for you

And I would die for you

I can't believe all the words I heard you say

And I still long for you

And I was strong for you

I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

I still cry for you

I would die for you

I can't believe all the words I heard you say

I still long for you

I was strong for you

I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

And even if I cried a thousand tears tonight

Would you come back to me

And even if I walked on the water

Would you come out to sea

Now I can't spend my life standing by

Cause even when I miss you

You're still not missing me

I still cry for you

I would die for you

I can't believe all the words I heard you say

I still long for you

I was strong for you

I can't believe that you'd throw it all away

Now I can't spend my life standing by

Cause even when I miss you

You're still not missing me

~~who got this song? mariah carey-obsessed. i want i want!~~

actually still got alot songs i wannt put here. but i lazy get lyrics le.

note: these are all time faves

i'll remember you-no secrets. hello zz.

addicted-stevie hoang. hello zz

missing me- rj helton. hello zzbb.

pretty boy-m2m. hello xx.

we belong together-mariah carey. hello ww.

try- nelly furtado- hello xx.

come clean-hilary duff- hello xx.

爱我的资格- she. hello ww.

恋人未满- she. hello xx.

安静- jay. hello xx.

these are NOT all time faves. lols.

diff song, reminds me of diff ppl. for eg.

pokerface- cheris

wun go home without you- bb

single- xw

not eazy- ryan

不够成熟- zz

我知道- zz

I dont want to be one of the many, i want to be the Only One.

Labels: love, pictures, song lyrics

♥ 5:46 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ;

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

i was fb-ing. when i saw kit's fb.
this is wad she post:
CIRCLE LINE IN APRIL !!! YESSSSSSS !!!! PAYA LEBAR TO BISHAN OR MARYMOUNT DAMN FREAKING FAST !!! YESSHAAAA !!!

LOL!! i agree with the YESHHA! ahaha.
cus its uber fast. and i will be so so much nearer t khatib. woots.
another reason t love april! LOL.
april rock man! my bday my bday my bday.
~~feb and march is so un-nice.~~
so. SKIP t april please.

i tried opening the files i korp.
then i realised i dunhav those image.
that means. i gotta edit. either that. or i edit chia wei's one. but his got no shopping cart.
either ways. i hav t edit.
i think i will edit what i korp.
cus its on CLOTHES..!
it'll perhaps. make it 10% easier for me. LOL.

i wanna go lagoon eat. i wanna visit queenie's shop.
but i got no $$.
fuck. i feel damn insecure now.
its has been so long that im broke till this state.
i think the last time was lik secondary 4?
its like. i got no money t even eat lei. wtf right.
dunno wtf i doing. )):
bad mood. so much things to do. yet so lil time.
and no money.

many ppl suggested that i get money from W.
i dunlik i dunlik i dunlik.
i feel lik i kana bao! nonono.
im uber proud that im financially independent.
dun ruin that. at least dun place the fact right smack in my face that im NOT independent anymore. )):
call that ego. call that pride. call that ai mian zi.
i dun care. i dun care. i dun care.
i dun mind guys paying for me. im used t it.
i dun mind guys paid for everything during dating.
i dun mind guys buying things for me.

BUT i mind guys paying when im broke.
but i mind guys giving me money when im broke.
maybe. its just one mth plus. i aren used t it yet.

but xx is right. once i accept it. im GG-fied.
and that reminds me of zz. how long i took ah?
i think 8mths? when he was at yoghurt place.
i'll never forget that.
uber touched. ((:
lalala. skip!

oh. did i mention in any of the previous post that i cut my hair?
i prefer long side fringe than the one im having now. the one im having now is short side fringe.
luckily got two weeks to cny.
fringe relatively grow faster than the rest of the hair.
i hope. grow hair grow!
kason suggested i perm my hair. should i? should i?
uber tempted. =S
that reminds me. i haven even buy my DIY hair perming thingy loh!
sai. $_$

tues. tues. take money from tek!
i wanna go for teeth whitening. then vroomvroom go crowning liao.
year 2010. muchmuch ops to do. )):
muchmuch $$ t spend.

huge SIGH*

i should do web base lik now. vroomvroomzoomiezoomz. )):
i'll see you when i see you.

looks are deceiving.

Labels: random

♥ 12:23 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ;

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

did i say i wanna buy this? but stupid BC always get super limited quantity.
they always open BO so as t get exact stocks.
DAMMIT. ended up. i didn get wad i want.
i swear this time i very fast le. immd make trans. but i just aren fast enuf. )):
either their quantity is realli super limited.
or they are just too popular.
or im not fast enuf. )):

this is the back view. in black. i wanted PINK! boo. )):

THOUGHT of getthing this. but im afraid that i will look lik curtain. LOL.

i like her smile! haha. some eye candies for u guys?!
i only lik her smile. haha.

i wanna get this. should i!?!?

im getting girly these days. can u believe it. i want floral clothing. LOL

accio this!! OOS. )): anw, its too short for me. more )):

no $$ also.

Labels: pictures, random, shopping

♥ 12:07 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ; Wednesday, January 27, 2010

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

WARNING: kailing is in the mood t blog. cus she got effing lotsa t rant.
feeling bored? dun read.
YOU MAY JUST FALL ASLEEP.

i keep telling myself. im just a lil lil stress.
lemme tell u abit on my calendar.
and perhaps u will unds why...

29/1 WEB BASED INFORMATICS presentation tml. (which i haven even start on the proj-GG)

30/1 painting of room

31/1 painting of room

1/2 FTT
1/2 POWER E quiz- tut 6&7 ONLY. pheww
1/2 SEMESTER PROJECT presentation

4/2 POWER E quiz
4/2 AUTOMATION quiz

5/2 WEB BASED INFORMATIC common test
5/2 SEMESTER PROJECT final submission

6/2 DRX

8/2 SEMESTER PROJECT QUIZ- whole book.. =GG-FIED

not t mention. somewhere in between.
i gotta take at least three days t do spring cleaning.
one- my own room
two- my bro's room
three- living room
four- my doggie's space
oh crap. i suck at numbers again!

THEN,
finally a short break. then comes personal stuffs.

12/2 ama reunion dinner. trust me. this dinner wun be relaxing. (ppl uber close close t me will noe why)

13/2 reunion dinner again.

14/2 valentines day- GG. i dunno wad t do

15/2 the scary visiting.

20/2 xx's bday. ( and he refuse t lemme celebrate for him. MORE stress)

1/3 FINAL YEAR PAPER.
-second bro bday

3/3 FINAL YEAR PAPER

8/3 FYP COMMENCES (nightmare)

holy shiit. my whole feb.
feb is a mth with full of stress.
march is a mth with bankruptcy.
two BFF, mummy, bro bday. = i GG.

april faster come! at least tats my bday. and i only needa extend my arm out.
get free huggies, free handshakes, wishes and presents! woohoo.

then again. big bro's bday is on april too. argh.
not t mention.
my fave uncle- aka jamescy's dad bday.
okk. forget everything.
rmb only APRIL 18. waha.

now im stressing over. wweb based de proj how!?
HQ reminded me sth. can go online search and view source wad!
then korp the prog. i was lik. YA HOH!
why didn i think of that.
now now. either im getting a tad idiot.
or im jjust plain idiot.
and so. i went t korp website that has shopping cart.
which seriously aren alot. only ten luh. =X

i feel lik a total thief. lik seriously. )):
i wanna edit my blog. but but. how to!? no time.
sighh. weekends gonna paint my room. ftt how? still needa do sem proj.
there goes my weekends.
time management kailing.. time management!
once again. screw it.
SINCE WHEN I SCORE IN THIS AREA!?!?!?

weekends definitely gonna get burn.
here's my plan.
after blogging. do the web base. study FTT a lil.
after getting bored of the theory. do sem proj.
if possible study power e quiz.
all this gotta be done within the weekends.
along with the painting of room.

im seriously considering. should i not paint.
no time! no time at all!
but then again.
zz is prolly right.
i gotta move on.
and my room. super reminds me.
with THAT big heart and stufs.

this is training for adulthood.
this is training for 2x life.
this is only round 1.
so NO. i gonna paint.
YES, i gonna do it all.

actually. seriously speaking. it can be done.
provided, i dun get distracted. LOL.

ok. thats all for ranting. i gonna do the next post NOW.
random stufs. haha. too much t blog man!

Labels: complains, rambling, random

♥ 11:38 PM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ; Tuesday, January 26, 2010

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

omg. i cant believe u found the key to one of the doorssss so fast.
im too easy.
too easy for you. )):<
leave some mercy.
before i lose it all and regret.

Labels: love

♥ 9:16 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ;

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

went out with gf-jes tdy!
woots. uber enjoyed myself. like super.
super enjoyable when shopping with her.
cus we r lik kinda the same style.
and we got lotsa common topic.

for eg. w and wq are of the same crappiness.
LOL. and both are super movie fanatic.

saw maggie and karyn tdy! more ((:

ytd, i actually waited.
waited for a call that nv come. -.-
lucky me. wait half an hour only.
first time wait. then so cui already. super dots loh.

did my teeth tdy. uber not satisfied. oh wells.
gotta do crowning soon. sighh.
doing my bleaching first. XD
aunty say i shudn do.
cus she say. my teeth is already using A1.
which is the whitest liao.
but the colour lik not even lei. )):
then she say i shud actually do braces. omg. heard it hurts lik no tml.
scared sia.
tho i feel girls with braces are kinda sexy. LOL!
but then. no food?! omg. nightmare.

instead of buying clothes at fep.
i bought lotsa lotsa bras. -.-!
wtf. 100+ worth of bras. can u imagine. oh my tian.
seriously.
i ought t save. tell that t my stubborn brain..

and whenever bonitochico update. i spend another 100+.
which isn good news. cus they update pretty often.
lik once a week kinda thing?
or once every two weeks.

jes love ck-be too! how coincidence~
i just spam lil W with ck-be. LOL.
and i let her smell lil W. then she was lik:
OMG! i love this smell also! wad is it ahh?
CK-be luh. then? my love man!

ok. i shud stop typing and ranting.
before i bored u guys t death.

Labels: random

♥ 8:46 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ; Sunday, January 24, 2010

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

i uber love this two photos.

suck it. till i over this obsession.

u will constantly see this two photos.

super family lik feeling. ((:

im falling in love with myself.
i dun care if this look emo.
im emo. rarrh!

Labels: photos

♥ 10:35 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ;

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

working for G city sucks big time
lik seriously.
pone-d work on sunday. =X

super bad worker.
then now. i really wonder.

in just three days. got two weird girls add me.
i wonder. are they even real girls.

one even claim t get my email from fb. which is ridiculous?
cus my email is concealed. only frens can see.
arghh. W keep saying she is a guy.
but "she" is lik same sch as me.
ACCORDING TO HER that is.
she saw me at block S.
o.O i mean. email.
will normal ppl just add a girl cus she saw the email?

weird. weird. weird. lesbian! lol!
well. if she really is a girl. i dun mind making fren.
that is IF she IS a girl.

anw. back t hearts affairs.
i think. after the testing water part i took two nights ago.
im slowly taking a step forward without realising it.
oh shiit?!
i dunno whether shud i be alarmed.
or shud i be glad.
xxzz! how?! sians.
sure kana smack head again. )):

and you know wad. i got TWO box of royce choc at my place now.
the same flavour somemore.
but then cnt eat now. )):
cus someone says. chocs will cause MORE headache.
and im still having headache.
and that someone. nv even help me massage my head tdy loh!
pfftt.
wads the point of complaining?
when that someone dun even hav my link.
grrrrrrr.

i think its abt high time i ~~shud~~ declare?
yet yet. i keep pushing it away.
afraid t take the step.
keep using the excuse that i will do everything.
after i have my proper meetup with xxzz.

omg. useless bitch.
maybe i shudn do the testing of water.
then i will be safer wad! urgh.
curious for wad F.

stiff shoulder. ear infection. headache. ))):

IM FAT. cy says im FAT.
he say i everything bigGer now.
wad shud be bigger nv become bigger.
what shud be small became bigger.
wtfwtfwtfwtf.

iya. i keep forgetting wad i wanna say in my blog. dammit.
forget it. i should sleep.
lecture at 10 tml.
i shud pone loh.
debarrment meeting is tml. now pone also nth will happen.
stupid partner. forced t go sch bcus of him!
dammitdammitdammit.

im kailing lei. why liktt~~~

shopping please, lik seriously.

btw, legion isn nice at all! dun watch.
if u have to, which i dun encourage, watch it on a weekday.
please spend only 6bucks on it.
storyline no good. story not smooth. waste of $. zz
anw, not i pay, so why m i complaining?!

on a sidenote: tooth fairy is quite funny. and cute for girls. LOL.

Labels: movie, random

♥ 9:46 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ; Thursday, January 21, 2010

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

happy happy day!
cy bought me royce chocs ytd!
super dark chocs. LOVELOVE.
oh. and incanto charms. MORE ❤❤

met him tdy AGAIN.
pei-ed him shopping AGAIN.
he bought shirts, shorts for cny le. whereas me. )):
i haven evn buy any. )):

and we went his mama's hse! super super long nv see aunty le!
jessica. that pretty lil girl. uber love her looks luh.
jealous*
uberuber jealous.
why i dunhav such long lashes.
why i dunhav such big eyes.
why my eyes not as crystal sparkling lik hers! GAH.

sidetrack.
i super love the pic i took with cy. uber nice. its my wallpaper for now!
and his display pic! woots. lovelove. ((:

played with his mutant hamster.
omg. i cudn tell the sex.
at first i tot the "hamster" is pregnant.
cus the backside damn heavy!
end up u noe wadd.
its a male. his balls too big. thus the weight, WTFWTFWTF.
LOL.

ok. i dunno wad t say anymore.
headache. killing me. )):
BYEEEEEEE

Labels: random

♥ 10:33 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ;

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

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♥ 9:08 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ; Tuesday, January 19, 2010

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

xue zhang-yan feng(海派甜心)

reminds me of xx.

like super.

except that. this is drama.

its unreal.

the epi is turning into sth cliche.

gross. ending better be nice. lik seriously.

why feels like boys over flower/meteor garden ending sia.

Labels: xx

♥ 10:49 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ;

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

tdy went for class, late again.
1-3 class.
i reached at 2+. steady uh? haha

kinda grateful t yat, for teaaching me power e
for telling me not t be late tdy cus lab tdy is impt.
for smsing me t nag me WHERE M I ALREADY!? haha
dunno why. sucha small thing maybe.
but i really feel touched.
hormones.. hormones.. haha. must be the girly hormones acting up.

w went t pluck his wisdom tooth tdy. OUCH.
lik seriously. he kept bleeding n bleeding.

watched jump. not veh nice. still prefer step up2 tho.
oh well. i think i missed step up3. )): there is right? cnt rmb its 2 or 3 that i missed.

super sian loh. during THAT period. i missed alot alot movies.
for eg. 007, night at the museum 2.
i watched all the part 1. but missed all the part 2.
becus of somebody. nah. shalln mention the name.

i miss dance. really. yet. i really really dance with two left feets and hands.

went t find cy. lovelove. ((: ❤
tgt we ate supper.
and saw kw and nick.
super de qiao.

but thruout. i feel uncomfy. lik. they are trying t dig some stufs out of me.
i dunno isit i sensitive. but both cy and w agrees with me.
soo.. what is it? i dunno. why is that so? i dunno..

im loving gucci envy me, incanto fasinating. lols.
cy spritz super lotsa perfume on me. zzzzz.
and i got alot alot of the "paper sample" perfume in my bag. zz

boring~ back t 海派甜心. ((:

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♥ 9:07 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ; Monday, January 18, 2010

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

Your Guardian Angel

When I see your smile

Tears roll down my face

I can't replace

And now that I'm strong I have figured out

How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul

And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.

Seasons are changing

And waves are crashing

And stars are falling all for us

Days grow longer and nights grow shorter

I can show you I'll be the oneI will never let you fall (let you fall)

I'll stand up with you foreverI'll be there for you through it all (through it all)

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart

Please don't throw that away

Cuz I'm here for you

Please don't walk away and

Please tell me you'll stay woah, stay woah

Use me as you willPull my strings just for a thrill

And I know I'll be okay

Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall

I'll stand up with you forever

I'll be there for you through it all

Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Stuck With Each Other

You can, think you can get free
You think you won't need me
That you're gonna get you somethin' better,
But you know that we're in this forever,
And you can, think you can walk out
Even with your doubts,
But you know that we're in this together
You can try to push me from you
Nothing you do will keep us a part
[Chorus: Shontelle]
Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it, baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin you can do about it
It's been too long, it's been too strong
Cause we belong here
Baby, we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other(stuck in love with each other)
[Akon]
Yeah
Now I can say that I would not care
If you were not there,
Tell myself that I'll be fine without ya
but I would die if I was not around ya,
and I can try to convince you
I don't need to be with you,
But my only thoughts are thoughts about ya,
What can I do, love is like glue.
There's no way to
Tear us a part
Cause it's too late (too late, too late)
There's no escape, might as well face it,
Baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other (with each other)
ain't nothin i can do about it
It's been too long, it's been too strong
yes, we belong here,
Baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other (stuck with each other)
stuck in love with each other(stuck in love with each other)
[Bridge: Shontelle]
There's nothing i'd rather do
Than to sit with you forever
Can't think of nothin better
Than to be stuck with you
Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it,baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin we can do about it
Oh yeah
Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it,baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin I can do about it
It's been too long, it's been too strong
Yes, we belong herebaby, we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other(stuck in love with each other)
Cause it's too late, there's no escape
Might as well face it,
Baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Ain't nothin we can do about it
It's been too long, it's been too strong
Yes we belong here,baby we're stuck with each other
Stuck with each other
Stuck in love with each other(stuck in love with each other)
Ain't nothin gonna stop me and you ey
Cause you know we just stuck like glue ey
Akon
Ain't nothin we can do
We stuck in love with each other

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♥ 6:21 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ;

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

i feel terrible. uber terrible

seriously.

its time like this.

i regretted.

regretted for forgetting.

regretted for ignoring.

regretted for pretending.

GAHHH.

i want xxzz. )):

only xxzz makes me happy.

xxzz wun lemme feel this way.

URGHHHH!

Labels: love, xxzz

♥ 6:04 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ;

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

i feel weird!
i feel bored!
oh no.

anw. tdy. pone class. =X
pone sem proj. threw him alone. oops?

suppose t play l4d. but i didn.
instead. we stayed in kfc and hav some bitchy talk. LOL.
and. that kfc guy is soooo cute!
he and his droid manners. LLOL!
uber cute! haha. XOXO

ithinkitsdyingoutonme

Labels: random

♥ 5:32 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ; Sunday, January 17, 2010

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

i gotta meet zz soon. lik asap.

i got truckloads of stufs t dump.

truckloads of questions to ask.

like super. meet me asap u bitch!

imissxxzz

xoxo

Labels: random, xxzz

♥ 8:59 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ;

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

totally weird out.
cus of blahblah reasons. shallnt say why.

worked for audiohouse again. for two days.
toshiba laptop again. sighh. lil lil commm. if only its newstead.
i would hav earn 350 for two days. operative word: IF
sigh*

nonetheless. im a step nearer t my wants.
two steps further from my frens.
becus of this stupid assignment.
i missed mj, club, supper and a bit of bbq.
luckily got sell until.
and colleagues isn that bad.

apart from there are lotsa wolves there.
cheenass and banglahhss. job environment isn that bad
wudn mind t work next week again. XDXD

gah! stiff shoulder again. )):
pained for a few days le. somebody help me massage please?!

played a lil water war tdy during lunch and dinner.
uber fun. haha. but. the price t pay abit not worthy sia!
if i noe there's a price t pay. wouldn hav hold back
regret!regret!regret!

perhaps im not ready yet.

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♥ 8:49 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ; Friday, January 15, 2010

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

fucking tired. -_____-

keep falling asleep. dammit.

Labels: random

♥ 3:26 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.

♥ ; Thursday, January 14, 2010

最美的不是下雨天,是曾与你躲过雨的屋檐

zz says i gotta start believing.
but can i? i mean seriously can i?
he of all ppl shud noe. why wudn i.
why cnt i.
oh dammit dammit.
this is just so great uh?

bitchyness. m i really so predictable.

mj tml. and i cnt tawn.
cus i've work the next day.
great. my life is so damn good.

its either work or frens isn it.
but. i took quite a long break. i shud go back t work.
right!?
plus. i really got truckloads of wishlist i wanna get.

i mean. if i dun work. how m i gonna get it?!
drop from sky!?!?
or anyone buying for me!?!?

i dun mind. but then again
the satisfaction only comes when i buy it myself.
*chuckle.
talk abt pride. talk abt ego.

wad kinda girl m i. t uphold such stupid motherearth ego.

anw. this actually reminds me of sth.
headstrong. really.
headstrong caused me t lose someone impt t me
and. some stupid foreboding kinda thing.
i feel history will repeat itselfs.
i wanan change. yet doesn want.
haha. contradiction.
once bitten twice shy?
doesn seems t apply for me
your girl here. need more than two times.

stubborn, headstrong, dignity, pride, egoism. wad a mix.
wad a nice blend i hav.

they say im emo. i think im too. haha.
they say im crazy. i agree
they say im wild. i..... okay.. to a extend only.
haha.

lotsa things t do for the month of feb.

i hav ftt, three quiz, two mini proj, two final year paper. painting of room, cny, valentines day, xx bday and sth else.

this is just so great.
time management kailing.
time management...
fuck it. since when i score in this area!?

not t mention fyp/iap will commence two weeks aft my paper.

oh. and i needa organise at least THREE clique outing.
one. bffs. gotta make the yishun bff come out of her cocoon. tell me. how m i gonna do it man!
two. hu er-sentosa
three. hu er-club
four. tek media-club. before kw goes back sydney. screw the spelling.

now... numbers failed me. its four. great great.

dear xx,
rmb, you are not alone. im here. with you. ((:
ur 21 bday. there is kailing with you.
i wun let ur 21 bday become misery!
u are stuck with me baby! haha. lovelove.
❤❤

i dun care. xxzz. u both. stuck with me.
fucking stuck with me.

and i dun giv a fucking shiit whether will u all hamper my r/s or no.
becus if the one is the one.
and if he is the one. he will be. and wun leave becus of u two.
if he minds. he can fuck off. ((:

becus the one. will only be the one. if he accept the whole package. ((:
haha. the one. where are you!? ni zai na li!?

once again(xxzz isn bf. they are brothersssss! haha)
i can never unds platonic frenship. till it actually happens t me. ((:

lucky bitch. two shelter. cnt complain can i? ((:
shelter dun move hse ok. stay.

Labels: xxzz

♥ 11:32 AM,
♥ is complicated and it's not mine to grasp.